July 19 2008 - July 25 2009

This is the year full of joy, love, independence, courage, hard working and happiness. I have felt and learnt how to become a person useful to my love, tried to be there whenever I could. I have earned bucks to kept us survive and happy, and guess what? I like it! I am free and can go whenever and whereever I wanna go...

BUT!!!!! Today, I am back in this dungeon of lonliness, and emptiness surrounding me. I feel nothing but heat. Who can I complain to? the microphone connecting me to my love. can I see him? NO!! BIG FAT NO!!! I miss him so much.... hugging him and being close to him makes me feel so safe that I don't ever wanna leave him. I have promised and gave my promise to him that my life is just dedicate to him, I will make him happy, I will be with him, be his soul and his air and his life. If I fail to do that then I shall not be considered alive! Is this what you call depress? Give me clues.. I am HOPELESS here. PLEASE HELP!

gone...

today is the day that I will be leaving Canada... gonna miss my mom, dad n sister so much!!! hope they will all be well while I pursue my career... Will be off from blogland too... Until we meet again.. Thanks for keeping me busy :) See you all soon....

Departing Canada July 17 2008

Arriving Indonesia July 19 2008

Sapa yg suka gombal kaya gini nehh???

Dikereta... )

> Cowok : Mbak jangan pegangan sama besi kereta..

> Cewek : Emang kenapa..?

> Cowok : Kayaknya besinya kotor tuh.. pegangan sama aku aja... )

> .

> Cowok: Maaf mba, jangan terlalu lama duduk dikursi itu, pindah dideket saya aja

> Cewek: Loh?? kenapa??

> Cowok: Takut dikerubung semut.. soalnya mba manis..

> .

> Cowok : Mbak, orang tuanya pengrajin bantal ya..?

> Cewek : Hah..!!!? bukan..Emang kenapa..?

> Cowok : kok kalo deket sama mbak rasanya nyaman yach..

> .

> Cowok : Mbak bajunya enggak pernah disetrika ya..?

> Cewek : Enak aja... emang kenapa..?

> Cowok : biasanya kalo cewek udah cantik enggak perlu lagi nyetrika baju..

> .

> Cowok: \"kamu itu seperti sendok...\"

> Cewek: \"Kenapa?\"

> Cowok: \"Karena kamu ngaduk-ngaduk perasaan aku...\"

> .

> Cowok: \"Kamu sekali-sekali nyuci piring dooonk\"

> Cewek: \"Hah? emang kenapa ?\"

> Cowok: \"Ini tangan kamu terlalu lembut...\"

> .

> Cowok: \"Kamu pasti enggak pernah maen bola ya..\"

> Cewek: \"Iya laaah.. emang kenapa...?\"

> Cowok: \"Soalnya kaki kamu bagus banget....\"

> .

> Cowok: \"Mbak punya uang koin ? Boleh minta ?\"

> Cewek: \"Buat apa ?\"

> Cowok: \"Aku udah janji sama ibu kalau aku akan menelepon dia bila aku jatuh cinta\"

> .

> Cowo: Eh eh.. gw ada tebakan neh

> Cewe: *excited* .. ok ok.. apa tebakannya

> Cowo: Panda apa yang paling imut manis dan lucu?

> Cewe: Semua panda mah imut kali..

> Cowo: Engga.. ada satu yg paling ga ngebosenin..

> Cewe: Nyerah deh..

> Cowo: Panda-ngin kamu sepanjang hari..

> Cewe: Ah.. abang ah.. (malumalubego)

> Cowo: :D:D:D:D (cangengesan kaya kuda nyengir)

> .

> Jack : Dewi kok kamu msh marah sih ama aku ? katanya kamu selalu memberikan seribu maaf untukku ?

> Dewi : Sapa suruh mau percaya ? kamu bodoh yah...

> Jack : Emang aku ini bodoh...tapi aku bukan org bodoh yang menyukai dirimu..

> Dewi : ...........

> .

> co: kemarin aku liat ada 1000 bintang di langit (ngomong sama cwe)

> ce: ah yang bener??

> co: iya bener, tapi sekarang tinggal 998 bintang...

> ce: lho...kow bisa ilang dua?

> co: iya 2 bintang yang ilang itu ternyata ada di dalam mata kamu (sambil

> liat matanya dalam2)

> .

> co: bapak kamu maling ya?

> ce: ih....kow jahat sie bapak ku dibilang maling. kow gitu?

> co: iya soalnya kamu pintar banget mencuri hatiku..

> .

> co: bapak kamu nahkoda ya?

> ce: enggak kow....

> co: tapi koq aku ingin sekali berlabuh di pelabuhan hatimu....

> .

> Lo tatap dia dengan penuh perasaan, trus ketika dia nanya..

> \"Lo kenapa sih?\"

> Lo tanya ke dia..

> \"Sakit ga sih?\"

> cewe: Sakit kenapa?

> Lo: Bidadari kaya lo, jatuh dr langit.. Sakit ga sih?

> .

> Co: \"Hey Laura!! (Big Hug), I haven\'t seen you FOREVER!!!! (Huge KISS)

> Wow, you\'ve really have changed!!!

> Ce: \"Wait, I\'m not Laura..\"

> Co: \"What? Oh my god, You even changed your name!!!

> .

> co : say, 1 + 1 berapa ??

> ce : 2 say

> co : salah mustinya itu 1

> ce : koq isa

> co : karena nanti cinta ku dan cintamu akan melebur menjadi 1

> ce : ah say bisa aje de

> .

> co : gw lage bingung neh

> ce : bingung napa ??

> co : iya bingung,aja. .kok lo bisa ada disini ya sekarang ..??

> ce : loh maksudnya ??? (tambah bingung juga )

> co : iya, soalnya gw pikir bidadari tuh adanya di kahyangan

> ce : *&^$^&

> .

> ce: bang, kalo aye jadi bunga, abang jadi apa?

> co: abang pengen jadi matahari neng...

> ce: kok ga jadi kumbang sih bang??

> co: kan bunga ga bisa hidup tanpa matahari neng...

> ce: mmm,, kalo aye jadi bulan, abang jadi apa?

> co: abang tetep pengen jadi matahari neng...

> ce: kan matahari ma bulan ga isa ketemu bang??

> co: kan bulan bisa bersinar karena sinar matahari neng..

> .

> co : kamu tahu apa definisi dari indah ??

> ce : mm..yg jelas indah itu cantik...

> co : well bener sih, tp menurut gw ...indah itu adalah saat dimana kita

> ngga merasakan sedikit pun keburukan di dalamnya ..kmu pernah ngerasain

> yg begitu ???

> ce : mungkin kalee ya

> co : klo aku sering bgt...dan itu adalah saat..... diriku bersama dengan dirimu

> ce : malu

G Test Licence

Today was the "Big" day for me. Why? Because I had to take the G test for driving. What is a G test? In Canada, there are three steps in order to drive a car. G1, G2 and Full G or G. G1 is all about theory. You will need to study a booklet and you will have to go to the DriveTest office to take the written test. Once you passed, for the people who doesn't have a license from their country, they will have to wait for at least 8- 12 months before taking the next test, which is G2. For me, since I have my license from my previous country, I could skip the G2 test and take the G test straight away. But I only got one shot for this. If I fail the test, the next time I will have to take the G2 first until I pass then afterwards the G test. The difference between G2 and G is just the highway and express way road. For G2 you can only drive on local streets or small streets. No expressways like 400,404 or even 407.

I register myself to skip G2 test and take the G test right away (to save some $). My dad, told me to take 5 lessons from Young Drivers to learn all the theory and ways to drive properly before taking the G test. My instructor was really patient and I had a great time learning all the tricks for going in and out of the expressway, parallel parking, etc. I even drive myself to work everyday with my dad sitting beside me (You are not allowed to drive alone for G1 license).

So today, I wasn't really nervous until I really got to the centre. I was trying to remember every single thing my instructor taught me and try to not make any mistakes at all... As I was waiting in my CRV car for the examinor my heart started pounding like crazy. Not long after an Asian middle aged guy walk towards my car and ask me to start the engine and follow all his instructions. As soon as he got in, he explained to me that "No matter what, safety comes first. So I will be marking you according to how you drive" I nodded and tried to relax a little bit. I drove to his instructions (turning left, right, stop in the corner, do parallel parking, stop by the sidewalk, going in and out the highway express, changing lanes from one to another, etc). As soon as we finished the test, we drove back to the centre and he told me I did a perfect job. That second he said that, I was so relieved that I didn't really hear what he said afterwards. I was too excited and just thank him for passing me :D *thank you Sir!* (I think his name was Eric :P ) I got out of the car, and saw my dad waiting for me outside and I smiled and nod at him and he smiled back at me. I could see that my dad was proud of me for passing the hardest test ever. I say hardest, because from what I have heard, not many or should I say RARELY people will pass their G2 or G test on their first trial. I guess I am one of the lucky ones ;) One of my dads friend's daughter took her G2 and failed four times. I thank GOD for actually letting me pass this test and for once I am proud that I can make my parents proud of my achievement.

With this G license, I can drive anywhere in UK, US, Australia and maybe other countries as it's a well known license. I am proud for passing my G test and couldn't be more proud to be driving ALONE soon!! :D


Can you see me in there?? I will be driving the CRV yeahhhh ;)

I hope we wont be like this hun :P

Sebelum Bobo:

6 minggu: selamat bobo sayang, mimpi indah ya, mmmuach.

6 bulan: tolong matiin lampunya, silau nih.

6 tahun : Kesana-an doong… kamu tidur dempet2an kayak mikrolet gini sih?!

Pakai Toilet:

6 minggu: ngga apa-apa, kamu duluan deh, aku ngga buru2 koq.

6 bulan: masih lama ngga nih?

6 tahun: brug! brug! brug! (suara pintu digedor), kalo mau tapa di gunung kawi sono!

Ngajarin Nyetir:

6 minggu: hati-hati say, injek kopling dulu baru masukin perseneling ya

6 bulan: pelan-pelan dong lepas koplingnya.

6 tahun: pantesan sering ke bengkel, masukin persenelingnya aja kayak gini!

Balesin SMS:

6 minggu: iya sayang, bentar lagi nyampe rumah koq, aku beli martabak kesukaanmu dulu ya

6 bulan: mct bgt di jln nih

6 tahun: ok.

Dating process:

6 minggu: I love U, I love U, I love U.

6 bulan: Of course I love U.

6 tahun : Ya iyalah!! kalau aku tidak cinta kamu, ngapain nikah sama kamu??

Back from Work:

6 minggu: Honey, im home…

6 bulan : Aku Pulang!!

6 tahun: Si mbok masak apa hari ini??

Hadiah (ulang tahun):

6 minggu : Sayangku, kuharap kau menyukai cincin yang kubeli

6 bulan : Aku membeli lukisan, nampaknya cocok dengan suasana ruang tengah

6 tahun : Nih duitnya, loe beli sendiri deh yang loe mau

Telepon:

6 minggu: Baby, ada yang pengen bicara ama kamu di telpon

6 bulan : Eh…ini buat kamu nih…

6 tahun : WOOIII TELPON BUNYI TUUUHHH….ANGKAT DUOOONG!!!

Masakan:

6 minggu: Wah, tak kusangka rasa makanan ini begitu lezaattt…! !!

6 bulan: Kita makan apa malam ini??

6 tahun: HAH? MAKANAN INI LAGI?

Memaafkan:

6 minggu: Udah gak apa-apa sayang, nanti kita beli lagi ya

6 bulan: Hati-hati! Nanti jatuh tuh.

6 tahun: KAMU GAK NGERTI2 YA DAH BERIBU2 KALI AKU BILANGIN

Baju baru:

6 minggu: Duhai kasihku, kamu seperti bidadari dengan pakaian itu

6 bulan: Lho, kamu beli baju baru lagi?

6 tahun: BELI BAJU ITU HABIS BERAPA??

Rencana liburan:

6 minggu: Gimana kalau kita jalan-jalan ke Amerika atau ke tempat yg kamu mau honey?

6 bulan: Ke Surabaya naik bis aja ya gak usah pakai pesawat…

6 tahun: JALAN-JALAN? DIRUMAH AJA KENAPA SEH? NGABISIN UANG AJA!

TV:

6 minggu: Baby, apa yg pengen kita tonton malam ini ?

6 bulan : Sebentar ya, filmnya bagus banget nih.

6 tahun: JANGAN DIGANTI-GANTI DONG CHANNELNYA AH! GAK BISA LIAT ORANG SENENG DIKIT APA ?!

Get well soon bebe ♥

My dear beb is not feeling well today.. *Hugs and kisses* get well soon darling... sorry I can't be there to look after you... get lots n lots of rest and eat properly.. dun forget to take ur medication ok :) love u beb!

hmm.. is this really true??

You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!!

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy. Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems. You would make an excellent: Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

June 8 2003 - June 8 2008 (5 years)

I met my hub on this date 5 years ago. We really connect with eachother since day one, although we had our fights and argues but I know deep down he's the one.. my man... I wont say much but this picture shows you how glad I am to have met you, know you and talk to on June 8 2003. Love u Mushu!!!







hehehe was looking for the pix above and came across with these 2 pix... is this you waiting for me bun? pretending to hug me every single nite until I am really back in ur arms again??? *hugggssssssss* let me hug u back with my words and I'll see you... SOON!! :) *wink* u know wat I mean by soon rite?? :)



btw, is this how our "cartoonic" kids are gonna be??? A panda mix with dragon?? *lol*

57th Anniversary

Just wanna say HAPPY 57th month Anniversary Mushu :) I will always love you, cherish you and take care of you just the way you are... Be mine always and hope our relationship will last forever... Can't wait to built our family together honey.. I know we would make it :)

This is a picture my hub sent to me this morning... I just love it ♥♥





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